What happened to being quiet?

Be still and know that I am God.  Psalm 46:10

Remember that? Yea, I am easily distracted. lol

Well, no.  I have been trying.  I have been biting my tongue A LOT.  Maybe it doesn’t seem like it but I have.  I’m sure I can do better.  But even with all that has happened, I have been calmer.  I have not been as angry.  I have not been lashing out at him (as much).  Hey, I’m not perfect.  I am real.  I am a God-fearing woman who believes God knows best.  And also wants the best for me.  I don’t think I am supposed to just take the crap.  But I do think I am supposed to stop what I was doing.  I was on a rampage.  I was trying to fix everything like my life depended on it.  I have stepped back.  I have let things go.  I have removed myself from situations that completely frustrate me.  I have just walked away.  Not in a huff.  Just to a different place.

I feel like I can breathe again.

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This blog is my personal journal. I am trying hard to save my marriage. No, I am trying to build a great marriage. In case you haven't heard, marriage is HARD!
I am fighting back against anxiety & panic attacks. This is year 5 of this adventure. I am also codependent. I am an ACOA. Fun, Fun. I am trying hard to become a better me.
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