I am doing a happy dance.
Well really I am sitting here drinking wine and eating cookie dough. :)
The school events are over, the kids have half a day of school tomorrow, and then they are free for the summer.
I LOVE summer. I love hanging out with my kids. (Ask me in a week if I still feel the same! lol)
I made it through the awards assemblies and 6th grade graduation!
I took too much ativan but I did it.
The graduation assembly today was very nice. They had a slideshow playing for us to watch while waiting for it to begin. I didn’t watch it cuz it made me want to burst into tears. In order to keep the panic attacks away I need to stay focused right? I think they are going to hand out a copy of that dvd to the kids so I can watch it later. They had the usual awards, there were 7 kids that gave mini speeches in between, and they all received their “diploma”. Then we all ate cake and took a gazillion pictures. It was fun.
I went by myself. Hubby slept through it even though I asked him to please come with me. Grammy was babysitting her great-grandbaby and he was screaming his head off when I talked to her on the phone. He is getting sick I guess. SO I went alone and was worried that Kid2 would be upset. If she was she didn’t show it.
I got extremely nervous and shaky in the last hour – waiting for it to be time to go. I tried a bunch of different distractions. I finally settled into a comfy chair and tried to do some deep breathing. I have also been using a roll-on stress relief oil that Dr. Oz recommended and I bought from escents aromatherapy. I love it! I don’t know what it is about the scent but when I take deep breaths and inhale it really works for me.
The beginning of the program was very difficult and I had a hard time being still. I kept getting up to take pics and writing in my notebook like always. I made great efforts to lean back in my chair and try to relax. About 45 minutes into it I realized I was finally calmed down and enjoying the program. Usually these assemblies arent that long so I guess I never got that far before.
Anyway…. Done. Good.
I’m gonna drink some wine, put away the cookie dough before I really regret it, perhaps watch some TV, and go to bed.
Sounds like a plan.
Good night.
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